i smell a heartbreak coming on...
PLEASE PLEASE let my senses be wrong!
you know what i've been thinking about a lot?
Well, that’s a loaded question especially because this is me. I’ll rephrase it; you know what’s one thing that I’ve been wondering about lately? We all know what it takes to fall in love. You know, mutual chemistry, attraction, all of that gross stuff. Just kidding, it’s not gross. I’m just jealous of it so I use derogatory terms. :) But I believe it’s...
STRESSED STRESSED STRESSED
i am so stressed out. i want to cry. my mother needs to call me. STRESS.
Based on a Psychological Study, a crush only lasts...
isn’t smitten a terrific adjective? especially when one is smitten. but i won’t say names because that is unethical. ;)
all i know is that i don’t know how to be something you miss.
'HELLOBIRDY': I want a relationship, of course I... →
hellobirdy: I want a relationship, of course I do. But not just any relationship. I want a genuinely real relationship. You know, the real ones. The ones where you like to talk, to play, to argue, and to fuck. The ones where you can’t stand each other and can’t stand to be apart from one another at the same…
please don't be in love with someone else. please...
enchanted-taylor swift. <3 what i would do to be able to go up to him and say this. and not sound like a freak. or get rejected.
who's rocking in school right now?
this girl. well, kind of. I have to say a speech tomorrow and I haven’t started memorizing it or practicing it yet… and it is 11:42. But the Phillies were playing and that was very important. AND THEY WON. Which is even better. So, who thinks I can pull off this whole speech thing in one night and actually get a good grade tomorrow? Hm, we shall see. Wish me luck. please and thank...
I'd like snow and a boyfriend and hot chocolate...
So I’d like a boyfriend in the snow and then we drink hot chocolate with marshmallows.
love will set your soul on fire.– love lust, king charles
WHAT AM I DOING! WHAT AM I THINKING! STOP, ALYSSA,...
but most importantly, what the hell am i feeling? enough? enough.
I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO DISCOURAGED IN MY LIFE.
actually, that’s not true. but it’s close
one of those days
I don’t feel like moving. I don’t want to get out of bed. I’d be perfectly content just laying here listening to music for the rest of the day alone with my thoughts. However, I have a lot of work to be done and a lot of studying to be done. But despite the stress that all of this is making me feel, I have no motivation to do anything. It’s just one of those days and...
is it bad if… nevermind. this is not my diary. I can’t express what I’m feeling at this exact moment or question the feelings I have at this exact moment. This is the internet. I need to write this down for my eyes only. But I hope it’s okay…
i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish
I wish for many things. However, right now my imagination is in overdrive. I wish I was actually a good writer. And then to go hand in hand with being a good writer, I’d be a good singer, and guitar player. Then, you know what I’d do with all these talents? Stand on the rooftop in pouring down rain and sing my heart out… in beautiful words and chords. And then the love of my...
is hard. I have always understood that it’s all around and it’s impossible to avoid, unless of course you are a character in Tuck Everlasting. But until it hits you right smack in your face all of the sudden, it really doesn’t feel like a real thing that actually happens. When it does come full speed ahead out of the blue and you take the time to look around and your loved ones...